When I look back, all I can say is I truly was young, dumb, and in love - in fatuous love of course. Romantic idealist to say the least. When I think back about it, I sometimes get embarrassed. Some of my blog posts were ridiculous! I rushed into things and didn't use my brain for most decisions I should have. My heart took the helm while my head was lost in the clouds. Not only with relationships either, unfortunately. I'm eating some serious mistakes because of how much I let my heart yet again get in the way with school, work, and starting a business decisions. But fortunately God has carried me through a lot. And that's part of life, right? Heck, I'm getting married to the same girl I have been on a roller coaster with for almost four years now in FOUR WEEKS!! Crazy to think about. And I really don't think it will sink in till the day is over and we are driving up the mountain to get it on, bayyyyybehhh!! Haha. I have learned a lot. I am not the same idealist I used to be, thank God, but I know I still have a long way to go. I still feel at times like I am tainted by the unrealistic dreams and idea of love I clung to so tightly. Pray for me brothers, as I will for you. There is still a long road ahead, some major decisions, and becoming a real man of God i need to do, minus my dang flesh getting in the way. That's all I got, and typing on this dang phone in bed is getting annoying! Thanks for listening.
Cheers, Tyler